August 27, 2007
Yesterday at the zoo, while waiting for customers to patronage us i engage in a chat with my colleagues.. =D So i asked them how old they were and what they were doing now? The first one said she is in poly but the answer from my second colleague blew me away.. She replied that she is studying in secondary school is in secondary 3 this year... Faintz.. That is SO SO SO young!!! It was than i realise I am no longer a spring chicken.. This is the 2nd time this had happen in the space of a week.. Just last week i got to know another girl who was 18.. Lol.. Damn i am starting to feel my age and to think in a few short months i will be 23.. A friend at work once told me that once u hit 21, the years just fly by and before u know it, you will be in your 30s.. Well it seem like just last month that i turn 21 so its very true i suppose.. =P Haha.. Well one thing to comfort myself is perhaps that when i told them my age they were all rather shock.. They commented i look at the most 18 like that.. Hm... Do i look so childish??? hahahaha Well, i will take it as a compliment than =D wooTs!
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22:56
Hiya guyz its been awhile.. Like ah bi pointed out.. Its been 10 to 11 days since i last blog!! kekeke.. Was sick initially this week than i had work!! Damn the holidays are getting boring!! Can't Wait for the school term to start so i can work less and put into effect all those grand plans i have to do well in exams!! =D Talking about exams, the results would be out soon.... Whenever i think about it i invariably get nervous.. Will i screw it up?? or will i pass.. The answer will be out soon ;) Good luck to everyone as well!!
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00:12
August 17, 2007
The song playing on my blog is call 咸鱼 by mayday. Hope you guys like it. This is a song which always cheers me up whenever i am feeling blue~ It is a simple song singing about the dreams and innocence of us all. One line really strikes me whenever i hear this song 也许放弃掉一些 活得更轻松 我却不再是我 I feel this is a very simple truth, we are who we are because of our dreams and aspirations. Below are the full lyrics of the song, hope it inspires you all as it does to me.. Cheers =] 我是一只咸鱼不想承认也不能否认 不要同情我笨又夸我天真还梦想著翻身 咸鱼就算翻身还是只咸鱼输得也诚恳 至少到最后我还有咸鱼不腐烂的自尊 我没有任何天分我却有梦的天真 我是傻不是蠢我将会证明用我的一生 我如果有梦 有没有错 错过才会更加明白 明白坚持是什黱? 我如果有梦 梦要够疯 够疯才能变成英雄 总会有一篇我的传说 我不好也不坏不特别出众 我只是敢不同 我的人生就是一错再错 错完了再从头 也许放弃掉一些 活得更轻松 我却不再是我 我不愿一生晒太阳吹风 咸鱼也要有梦 有一天有我的天空 作我的英雄 在我的天空 我知道你懂 知道你会懂 P.S if u have enough of the song u can always press the stop button on your browser
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23:39
August 14, 2007
Well work was rather boring today so here what i did with my camera.. Hehe..
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23:51
August 13, 2007
Have you ever woke up, feeling very angry?? Feeling extremely irritable, barking about like a mad dog at everyone as a perpetual red mist hangs over you. I do not know the reasons why but that was how i felt when i lifted my eyelids.. Was it something i dreamt? Was it the way i woke up or the way the sun shined into my eyes in the day. I do not know. What is certain that today was LOUSY, the going-ons in the day did not help but in hind sight, it was probably for the better. Less i step on the toes of people who i care for. As usual in cases like this my family suffers, got into a slanging match with my mum over a pair of socks. Surprisingly enough i realise my dad understands me better than my mum. He just ignore me whereas my mum will continue engaging me in conversation, which was how the situtation escalated... Oh well may tomorrow be better =D
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00:29
August 12, 2007
There is no place where i can be Away from the crowd where silence rings Even sleep is no sanctuary On this hot and humid day I yearn for a place where i can be alone to myself for just even awhile A place away from people who care A place away from people who stare Where i can shout and hear my voice To be alone to stand up on my own
我好想好想飞 逃离这个疯狂的世界 如果是你发现了我 也别将我挽回.............
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14:05
August 07, 2007
Hiya people, its been some time since i post.. To busy being lazy.. ;) Keke.. Well the day started out pretty average with work at the call center.. Best thing was the very first call was some old man who have a bloody attitude, a "smart" comment on every single thing.. Well some may find it charming but i found it irritating.. Haha After work shop around abit browsing bookstores searching for a nice read.. As it is, I chanced upon this gem of a book which a tall classy colleague introduced to me. Here's a picture of it.. Its a really interesting and thought provoking book, it examine and discuss ideas on how we live our lives and how we can improve it.. All this ideas come about through a motorcycle trip the author shared with his son.. Reading through the first 3 chapters, it makes me miss the times riding a motorcycle in thailand.. Perhaps i should go about getting my class 2b again.. =] In chapter 3, it introduce an idea, that how much we care about a task or something can be seen from the haste in which we go about doing it.. For example, if we really care about our studies, we would approach our homework with more care and patience rather than just rushing through it. Its an interesting idea and i was thinking about this idea and how it relates to my own experience as i went about my late night jog.. With this in mind the run became very enjoyable as i chew over the thought.. Looking back, i realise how hypocritical i was in many things i do.. Certain principles which i thought i have upheld and deem to be true to myself will in fact just a bunch of hot air when compared with how i fell inside.. I only realise how i truely felt about this things through my actions.. Examples?? well i always tell myself to enjoy the journey, take my time.. Yet i am always rushing from place to place.. At work, i tell myself i care about the customer needs which is rubbish if one here my conversation speed.. Also when it comes to friends needs, i tend to try to rush through them, going through every point on my agenda without really addressing their needs.. Well the school term is starting soon in about a months time, i will try to apply this principle to my ongoing in everyday life.. To friends and family, and things i care about.. Cheers =D
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00:33
August 02, 2007
On the way back from work today, I was reclining in my seat as the bus was rather empty. Getting ready to plunge into the murky depths that is my thoughts for the bus ride home when i noticed a strange scene unfolding before my very eyes.. Infront of me sat a senior "gentleman" who looked in his early 50s. He dressed decently in a stripe polo tee and had a large bare patch on his head. He sported a nicely trim goatee/moustache and in he was fiddling with his camera like an excited geek with a new gadget. Well out of curiosity I took a peek into what he was doing with his camera and he was just pointing it about aimlessly testing the fliming function. Just when I was about to get bored and dive off into my own thoughts, he suddenly zoomed in on this european lady infront who was with a young girl. I instantly did a double take and just as quickly he started flimming the surroundings again. I looked at the victims and noticed the lady staring at him menacingly, her husband was doing the same thing. As it is for the rest of the journey I looked as this man intently to see if he is up to any mischief. Well like Slyvester the cat, he pretended nothing happen and carrying on flimming the surrounding... Well how dumb can you be, singapore roads are clean and the highway is good but they aren't exactly the most beautiful specimens in the world. Worst still it made him look like a bloody terrorist.. Eventually he stop fliming after abit of tit for tat from the lady's husband.( he took a picture of him with his high-tech nikon camera with the zoom lense and the works ) Well seeing him just reinforce the ideal that you cant judge a book by its cover. He looks just like my RSM in army for goodness sake, but he sank to such low depths.. Well if u want sexual gratification, there is a place call geylang or even thos lap sup ktv or sleazy massage parlours. I felt like whacking his head some of the time straight on the bald spot to get him to wake up his idea. Oh well, perhaps every city has it weird residents.. Yet looking from his point of view, I think no self respecting individual would do such a thing. Its absolutely degrading and I would feel worst about myself if I do something like this, or even something similar. Something perhaps drove him to such lengths, i can imagine this person having kids of his own, a partner in life etc... Perhaps something happen, hopefully he seeks help.. Lonely Planet?? Looney Planet?? Everyone is abit crazy and lonely i suppose.. Sigh~ So a big thank you to all my frens for keeping me sane in the Lonely and Crazy world =D Cheers~~
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