Lots of things floating in my mind, disjointed pieces of information floating about..

Well be warned the following is highly dis organized n may not make sense but if you would like u can read on...

Greed, thirst?? sometimes u just wanna know everything but you cant cause you lack the mental capacity to keep up with everything. Yet u still want to know?? well i think that's just the way it is. Want things to be complicated with many links yet you are unable to handle the responsibility n commitments that it entails. Maybe things are better off just being simple perhaps.. Like a piece of wire with many hooks i am, there are many threads, u want to hold on so u deep yourself into a great big multitude of threads but u realise that u are unable to handle the weight and just snap!! Stubbornly you still cling on to everyone, perhaps you should just let go?? Why try to hold on to something that is obviously beyond your capacity n ability.. Maybe things will be simple if you just limit yourself to a few fields and concentrate on them. Try to excel in this fields?? but than there will be no variety, the spice of life will be gone without variety.. Monotony is a killer of the soul, it saps u and drains u, but you r unable to handle it.. Maybe we are all just lonely people?? seating here looking around for something to occupy our lives. You make new frens but how many are people that you can really talk to and share your problems with??? Everyone can offer a listening ear how many of them really care??? Do i even care if they care??

Ok i think its time i should close this pandora box =P

Cheers n smilez